Where am I ?

Its been a while since I’ve actually posted about my feelings here… I tend to stay away from venting but once in a while its good.

Really unexpected shit happens from time to time though and this month is full of that….Good or bad.

But on the good side, I do feel I’m going somewhere and moving along that artistic life line, I think? I’m getting better at my art. I know that with age comes greater improvement of art but I don’t want that, I want to improve at my own will.

So I’ve been practicing or buying books from the store just to help me do that. My drawings do have life, but some or around I’d say 40% lack some kind of emotion; What this emotion is ? I’m trying to figure out.

I guess figuring out will come soon. For now I’m trying to be patient with all my art and not rush it. I am rusher with most of my art just because I want to see if it came out as expected or not. 

I’m typing this on my bed, because I’m in a trance or void per say and I don’t know where to go right now. So I’m just playing some games or checking out some 3D tutorials and doing some minor projects just to get me back on track.

I’m not and don’t want to be that guy at 33 who knows to draw and shit…

I want to be THAT GUY who’s fucking awesome.
Thats my goal to be.

I hope this didn’t bore you.

Posted 2 months ago